Grandma’s house

Sitting in my grandmothers living room, typing this shiet to kill some time xD
I’m quite bored and annoyed as I can’t continue to download the movie Zombieland just because my internet is to slow it seems :(

Longing to get home…

Regards:

*happyface*

Just got to know that one of the “puppies” my grandmother has bought from us is going with us home :D I have missed that dog a lot !

Picture will come up as soon as I get one :P

Regards:

Weird :O

I’ve been at my dad’s place many times this week, once a day :O Like the first times in I don’t know for how long. But it seems that they’ve changed very much. Can’t sense the fake tone when they say something anymore, like I did before, and they’ve stopped to repeatedly say my name, like 2-3 times in each sentence. I actually enjoyed being there ! :D

With that weirdest of weird things said, I can just state that I’m going there more often now, until the catch shows up, there’s ALWAYS a catch when they are nice to me. Always been, always will be. Enough said!

By some reason it felt right to take JozzÄ home with me, so here I am, in my biiig bed, with her sleeping (after I kind of forced her to try to find the nice things about BorderlineC’s texts, but without success), so I decided that I’ll put up something here :)

Well, a short summary of what I’ve done today (or yesterday to be correct):
* Went to mums house to get some coffee and to meet Bella (ex-girlfriend, mums assistant).
* Went to dads house to get my external hard drive, which now includes all the old files from my stationary pc he bought. Spent most of the time playing with my little sister Elina :)
* Went from dad into the city to meet up with some friends. Spent like an hour and a half running in and out of the train station. Also met Cidde, an old assistant of my mother, to get a sony-Ericsson T630i (yes a very old one, but lovely) which I’m supposed to unlock. That’s funny :D

As I’m still not in the mood for sleeping I’m going to boot up the gamecube and play some Need For Speed: Most Wanted, as I can’t get enough of being chased by the cops, which by the way is smarter than those in NFS:Undercover for PlayStation 2 :O

Good night and kisses to everyone worth it. You know who you are and I love you <333

Regards:

Bad day…

This is bad… I’ve really started to miss an old friend of mine… A while ago, like in the beginning of the year there were some tries for a relationship, which didn’t work out. Sadly… But hey, as I’ve said, we’ve been starting to talk again and now I miss her quite much, and I think of what would’ve been if our tries had worked, how would I’ve been different…

Well, one thing for sure is that I wouldn’t had been on the Sonisphere Festival to see one of my absolutely favorite bands, Adept <3 And now when they’re on topic, she was the one who made me listen to them :D Grow up Peter Pan !

“I am the bullet in your gun, you had me loaded since day one” – I really miss that time…

Well, should eat something soon and then get back to my GameCube gaming xD

Kisses to those who are worth it, you know who you are <333

Regards:

Fuck this !

Yeah, what a great resurrection of my blog, or not !
Celebrated 8 months with my gf this Sunday, and, well, I don’t think I can do this anymore… Why couldn’t she listen to me… If she’d shown more respect for my family and friends I’d never felt like this… Just can’t stand her attitude anymore…

Seriously, I think I want  a gf that lives like 2 hours away, so we jus can meet on like the weekends so we can’t get on each others nerves…
But if I break up, it’ll probably mess up with my best friend, her brother…

So tired of his, oh yeah………

 

Well well, I’m out! Thanks to those few ha helps me keep my spirits up <3 It really matters to me! Love you !

Regards:

Return of the unknown xD

Yaaaaaay ! It's been way to long since last post and MANY things has happened since then (I think xD)...

Began some studies 21 September (Basic Application Management, Programming A-B-C in C++, Webdesign and Local Network A courses) and have finished BAM, Prog.A and LocNet A with best grades ;) And after 11th of January 2010 I'm beginning with Prog.B and Webdesign :) Nice nice I say :D

I've also bought me a nice camera and a SUPERB laptop, oh, and also a PSP-2004 (yet another wonderful Sony product). And almost forgot my new phone, a HTC Trinity (aka HTC P3600, HTC P3600i, Dopod D810, Dopod CHT9100, Dopod CHT9110, Orange SPV M700, Vodafone VPA Compact GPS, SFR S300+, Swisscom XPA v1510) which I've flashed a nice, smooth SuperSport WinMo 6.5.3 build 28014 LITE rom :) How can you NOT love the XDA Forums and Wiki? :O

I've also been with my gf for 8 months and 1 day to day xD Quite nice. Its been like 3 years since I had a long relationship.

During Christmas I was watching 3 dogs and a freakin' rabbit xD But it was quite nice anyhow, as I was all alone during Christmas Eve, drinking some alcohol and spent all the day watching The X-Files Season 5 :)

Well well, met a group of nice people to, like my gf's brother Sebastian (my new best friend) and Emma, and also some of my old friends I haven't seen for I don't know how long, and they are Elli and Diana :) Missed them both very much!

And now for the final blow, I' going back to cleaning up my apartment xD It's a fucking mess ATM, and hopefully I and Sebastian will share a three-rooms-and-kitchen after new year, so I'm in a GREAT deal of cleaning and packing xD

Kisses to everyone worth it, you know who you are <3>

Regards:

Piratpartiet !

I jsu joined Piratpartiet and I also decided to donate 50SEK a month to them !

Join the force against corruption and commercially ruled politics !
Join the force for free culture and information !

Download @ PirateBay
Enjoy @ Home
SEED @ PirateBay

Regards:

Re-installation

Just made a re-installation of Windows XP Professional as the installation of Windows 7 RC “failed”… It was to slow, just because my DDR2-RAM is kind of broken…

So, now I’ve installed XP Pro together with Stardock Bootskin, LogonStudio, Fences and ObjectDock Plus, Windows Live Mail, Messenger, Writer and Photo Gallery, Mozilla FireFox and Google Chrome.

Installed Eset NOD32 as my antivirus as its one of the best ones that I’ve tried (Panda, Kaspersky, AVG, F-Secure, Norton).

A preview of it will come later :P

Regards:

Home again :)

Now Im home again...

Going to eat "breakfast" soon xD Havn't eaten anything since I woke up :P
A bad habit I've got the last few weeks...

Well well...

Kisses on everybody worth it (A)

Regards:

Work...

Soon I'll be of to work... Dont know how much I've to work today. Hopefully just until 12 I hope :P

Well well, see you all later !

Regards:

iPod Mini 2G Click-Wheel

FUCK FUCK FUCK !

Messed up the cable to my iPod Mini 2G click-wheel...
Someone who can sell me a new one? :O

Regards:

Weii... Or not....

Im a bit pissed of, both at myself, Carlstens and my socialworker Lotta.......
First of, I was to buy a "Sommarkort", and Lotta told me she'll give me the money it would cost me when I could show her a reciete, and at that time I was satisfied with that. So I went to Pressbyrån and bought me my card, took the bus home and was quite happy :)

Until I realized the card where still on the bus :O I called Carlstens, those who owns and runs the busses around here, told them about it. They were to check on that bus, but couldn't find any card... :(

Called and mailed Lotta to see if she could help me, but she got angry at me when I said that the reciete was in the plastic folder that came with the card...

Asked her if she could just give me the money for the next month's buscard so I could buy me a new "Sommarkort", and I'm still waiting for an answer... =/

Many people wouldn't understand much of this since they dont know me, and Im not in the mood to explain it all right now... Maybe later...

Miss You Honey <3

Regards:

Fuck it all...

... I dont understand you all fucking people...
I dont want anyone to say they know me.....
There's like NO FUCKING ONE who does....

Everyone wears a mask, and might it be that mine is heavier than yours...
It covers so much hate, despice, love, depression, suicidal tendencies and other things.....
I will not let ANYONE to know the real me.... hope you all are satisfied with the Izaac thet you've known this far....

Hopefully everything changes soon... I dont want to live this life anymore...
Failure after failure... Each fucking mess is followed by another....

Fuck you all ! Live good without me! Atleast !

Regards:

Wirran <3

I don't know if you understand how much I love you, and to be honest, I don't care... Not as long as I have you by my side...!

I hope that you'll understand that I really do love you, and when you do, you'll understand that this is how it should be, you and me...!

Thanks for a wonderful weekend honey! I've really apprichated it! <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

I'll leave my heart in your hands,
And I trust you to take good care of it.
Play your cards right girl,
This beating heart is your's to break.

I really do love you and I enjoy your presence <333<333<333

Regards:

hmm...

Blaah on this...
I'm feeling down and depressed...
I just feel tired and I just want to sleep...

Regards:

Bored, depressed...............

i dunno what to write, but i suppose i should as it was quite a while ago...

been watching death note season 2 and well, i love it!





this has been a boring day, and well, this week will probably go on with being boring...
its not like someone will show up here and keep me company, as i m so fucking boring just sitting at the computer watching alot of anime....

gonna try to do some sketching now or something... or play in photoshop cs4 or what ever....
c ya...

Regards:

Home again :D

Now I'm home again :)
Been with Bella like the whole day :P
Slept at her place this night as I couldn't get home after the climbing yesterday :P
Met Wirran <3 this morning and me, Bella and Wirran took the morning bus to Landsbro, where Wirran were going, and then me and Bella took the bus to Vetlanda, where we spent about one and a half hour :P Then we went to Nässjö :P

Well, gonna do some useful things now :P

Love all ya readers <3
Wirran, I love you so much !

Regards:

Music

Listening to music and chatting on MSN...
The music is:

• The Medic Droid
• Adept
• 3OH!3
• Bring me The Horizon
• Intohimo
• Secondhand Serenade
• Bullet for My Valentine
• Matchbook Romance
• Insane Clown Posse
• Children of Bodom
• Dead By April
• Deathstars
• herbrightskies
• Lamb Of God
• Linkin Park
• Rammstein
• Marilyn Manson
• Takida
• EDDA
  

I am a bit bored... Longing to see Wirran <3


Going to Sävsjö to be with her later, and then the climbing tonight...
Just one problem, how will I get home... =/

Regards:

This night...

This night was a nightmare... When Wirran had fallen asleep I went into the kitchen to do some dishes... And well in there I broke down... The feeling of water just got me to think of it as the 10 seconds death highway...

Regards:

Me and Wirran <3

Been with Wirran during the weekend :)
Friday: We were babysitting at her mum's house for a short while, and then we spent the night there.
Saturday (today): We went home to my place at like 10 'o clock. Went into town and met Dante, Erik and Simon. We spent some time with them at the station, then we went to ICA to buy some food :) We bought some chicken, potatoeballs, spices and a lot of candy xD Then we went of to see Benny and his girlfriend :) Spent about an hour there before we went to the bus home, on which we met Lydia :) I didn't know she and Wirran knew each other but appearently they did :) When we got home we watched Phantom of the Opera and ate some candy :) Then we made dinner, or Wirran did atleast :p I wasn't allowed to help with much other than the dishing xD The dinner turned out great :) Right after dinner it was time for... The Earth Hour :) One hour with the main electricity turned of, so I went to switch it of and when that was done we went into the bed to have a nice cozy time :) It was wonderful :) Now my dear Wirran has fallen asleep right next to me, and can anyone who has seen her sleep disagree with the fact that she is really cute when she sleeps (^.^) If you can, you can't have a good taste in girls B-) She's beautiful when she sleeps :-D

I really do love you honey! Don't you forget that <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Laying next to Wirran in her bed right now, afraid to wake her up... But I just can't sleep :( I want to... But just the touch of her skin gives me chills... She's so God damn beautiful so it can't be for real :o I'm afraid of falling asleep as what if this is just a dream, this something, so unreal for me... If these feelings keep getting stronger I'll lose my mind.

I totally surrender,
I put my heart in your gentle hands,
Destiny, could it be?
I sure hope so,
This happy I haven't been for ages.
You are my sunshine dust,
My saviour.

Wirran, this is for you <333

An early morning everything changed,
A bright shining star appeared in my life,
Showing me the way throughout the world.
Even thou it just have been for a couple of days,
You've showed me, convinced me that you're the one I've been looking for,
Hopefully you'll realise it yourself soon enough,
But I'll be waiting for you even if it would take months,
I think... I think... I think... <333

Regards:

Tihi <3

Being with the sweetest girl I can think of right now :)
Should have taken the 19.14 train home, but missed it... But I don't care as I can be with her <3
Sitting in her sofa and writing this right now with her in front of me :)

Wirran, you mean a lot to me <333 Thanks to have let me meet your friends at school! This has been a wonderful day :-D<333

Regards:

444 messages

Help me spend these ;)

Regards:

Fuck it !

Now I'm getting a bit pissed of!

I've been counting the money that I should recieve from the social office, and none of it maks sense... Normally I get around 6500:- a month, for rent and everything else, but now it seems like they are stealing around 1000:- from me :O Because now I just gonna get 5754:- :O

Regards:

Chalk bag :)

Me and mum are in the making of a chalk bag for the climbing :)
It's gonna be quite nice I think :)

I'll post pictures when we're finished with it :D

Love all ya readers <333

Wirran <333 Miss you so freaking much! I need you right now !

Regards:

Fuck Fuck Fuck . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I miss the time when I was this small... No problem in the world, and now, everything just gets messed up... Love, friends, school, work, money, food... Everything is just a fucking mess...

If I feel like this tomorrow, I'll probably quit being on MSN, turn of my phones, and only update my blog, when I feel there is something to put up here... Like that would ever happen, and why would I do it exactly... Like anyone of the returning readers acctualy care about me......
No, I'll probably be offline everywhere from tomorrow and until I feel good again... Started to take my anti-depression pills again, just to see what use they acctualy have... Oh, I doubled the dose I got like 6 months ago :O Hope no one care, because I don't... I was this --> <-- close to take three Gabapentin to fall asleep, but I didn't... I don't want to do something bad... It ain't my style... Remember that!

Regards:

What is wrong...

...with me... I recognize these feelings I have... It's a sign for one of these fucking periods I get from time to time... A period where I cut my self from almost all social activity... Friends, family, everyone... I don't want it to come... Why can't I get rid of them? Well, if it goes that far, you'll notice it, as my phones probably will be turned of and I'll be signed out from messenger and inactive on both the boards and other communities...

Regards:

Hmm..... Fuck....

Fick this... I need a new Walkman phone :(
My W660 is fucked up since I took the bike to honey........

I had it in my pocket, headset connected and listening to music...
About halfway it just died, or that's what I thought....
The keypad light was still on, the screen was dead...

I've been flashing it over and over again, both without any patches, without trying to break it or anything, but it has just kept being dead...

Today I tried to reflash it again. I got the screen working... My first reaction was.... YAAAAAAAY!
So now I was to finalize it by applying my custom pack, which has been working MANY times before... And when I've copied the files to the proper locations, I disconnected as usual, removed the battery and reinserted it again... Started up, screen working :) and then... ka-blaam, the screen goes black :O Keypad light still shining bright, still some sound from the speaker...

I restarted the phone, screen was dead, restarted again, screen working...
Got into the menu and found alot of misscolorizations... Opened the Service Menu, entered the service tests and selected Main Display... A lot of problems with colors, like everywhere :O

The screen then just dies, AGAIN! And it has been keeping on like this for a while.... :(

So now I'm looking for a new Walkman phone, which is a DB 2010/2012/2020 so I can keep on with my modding.... Found a W610 on Blocket for 600:- but I don't have that money right now...

Well well, gonna be social as I'm at mums house :)
See y'all later <333

Wirran, I miss you so much I can't even describe it....... <3333

Regards:

The day today

I've been with my sweet Wirran almost the whole day :)
She had to get home at 5 so we weren't so much at mums house, but when we were me and mum had a fight =/ So we left quite quickly after arrival...

When we got home to me, we jumped into the bed, watched The Illusionist, or atleast half of it, if it wasn't yeasterday night xD And then we watched Final Destination 2, as she hadn't seen it :)

We had quite som cozy time when watching :) She had her head on my chest... Very cozy I must say :)

When she left, I headed straight to mums house, and she'd asked me if I wanted to eat with them, and so I did. We talked a bit, but it was quite a tense atmosphere... Which loosened up afterwards. :) She offered me a cigarette, we smoked, talked a bit and messed with my sister...

Then I went home and took Pluto with me :)

Now I'm just sitting here, chatting with a few people on MSN...
But everything seems so empty right now... I really miss my darling :)
Probably we won't see eachother on thursday, as she's off to Stockholm with school, and won't be home until I get home from climbing...

The club is going to Tranås and climb a 18 meter wall if there is enough with joining people :)
Hopefully I can get to climbing tomorrow in anyway so I can see Wirran tomorrow, but to be honest, I don't think I can get there :(

Well well, I'm gonna be more social to those on MSN and I'm thinking of watching a movie :)

Love all ya readers <3

Wirran, I really miss you! You are so wonderfull and you know how to make and keep me happy :) <333

Regards:

This night :D

Is it possible to enjoy a night more than this? Been holding sweetie all night and it has been so wonderfull <3

I think she'll make me fall heavily in love <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Sitting at mums house and has Wirrans arm around me ^^,
We've had quite a nice day since she came here ^^,

My mum is gonna make a hole in my left ear again xD

Be back when done xD



Wirran <333

Regards:

Work :)

I am at work right now. Kinda lame right now. My employer is still sleeping...

Listening to "Kodd - Behöver dig" and it makes me think of Wirran, even thou I think of her constantly, this song really tells how I feel :)

Now I'm gonna do something usefull, like clearing up the bench and the table... Oh, for you who don't know, I'm my mothers assistant... She made a mess at the table this night when she did what the doctor calls a "reset"... She kinda faints for about 10 minutes, and when she wakes up she's like 6 year old again... :( It's really wierd...

Well, need to start now as my shift just began xD

Love all ya readers out there <333
Miss you Wirran <333

Regards:

FUCKING SISTER!!!!

My fucking sister is fucked up in her head!!!!!

She has gone missing !!!!!!!

Fucking little sister!!!!!!!

But it seems like she has been found by her father now !!!!
I know she'll be both grounded and without both cell and computer for quite a while!

Regards:

Wirran <333

Talking to sweet Wirran in my cell right now :)

I'm very happy to have her in my life right now. She makes me happy <3

Regards:

Hehe

Gooooooooood Mooooorgniing !!!!!

Im so freaking tired in my whole body today xD It's kinda wierd xD

I woke up for like 20 minutes ago, I think, and now I'm going to get dressed and go to mums house :)

Miss you Swettnouwz Wirran <333

Regards:

Wirran & Climbing

Been climbing today :) Sweet Wirran were there and, well, can I say anything else than she's the most wonderfull girl I've met :) I really enjoyed having her there (^.^)

We did somethings called cliping, dyna, point and grip and arm push-ups (^.^) The funniest thing were the point and grip :) Did everything with one of the Andreas :p It was really fun (^.^)

Now I need to check my texts as Wirran has sent me some :p <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Can't stop think about you honey<333
Longing for tonight so I can see you, hug you and kiss you!!!

I have not felt like this for quite a while and it feels really nice!



About that text you sent me, you can't miss me more than I miss you, because I don't think you like me as much as I like you!

These days since you were at my place I havn't thought about anyone else but you, and if there is anything else it has been for like a millisecond, and then you were back in my mind!
If anyone would have counted the times I mentioned you today, they would have lost count after like half an hour, as I mentioned you all the time! <333

Really really miss you honey, and I'm so freaking mad that there is no way to get to you rignt now, this very moment! :(

This evening is gonna be the best thing today <333

Love all ya readers! <333
Wirran <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

I'm sitting with mum and watching "Trauma - Life at ER" and I can't concentrate on it even if it's very interesting... The only thing I think of is Wirran... I hope she's okay. I've confessed to her that I'm falling in love with her... <3
She's so wonderfull and I can't understand how she could have been treated like she says... :o I just want to show her how I think she should be treated, with love and care. As stated in an earlier post, I want to be the one to cheer her up, dry her tears, hold her when she's down and I want to be the one to tell her that she's loved and show her that she's not unwanted, unloved or worthless. In my eyes she might be the one for me.
I can't stop smiling when I see her smile, my heart speeds up when she touch me, and she's always in my mind! Gaah, can't stop think of how I would feel if Stoffe changes his way of treating her so they stay together... =/ I don't want to be without her, I don't want to go to bed without her at my side, without hearing her breathe, hearing her heartbeat or feeling the warmth radiate from her sweet and cozy body. I know it sounds wierd, but I actually think she's the one for me. And I really want to be the one for her <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

I know how you feel honey... I wish there was something I could do for you, more than just be there for you!
I hope you know and understand how much you mean to me, and why I can't stand to see you like this... It hurts me to know that this could end...
But no matter what, you'll have a special place within me, and NEVER EVER forget that you can always talk to me, I'll listen to what you have to say...
I Probably won't say to much but that's a problem I have... I listen but it could seem like I don't care, but I really really do!
I hope you're the one for me, because I want to be there with you when you're down, I want to dry your tears and be your support <333

Regards:

Hmm...

I feel like an ass... :( I just got a text from Polly where she tells me she broke up with her boyfriend because she wanted to be with me... And, sure, I want to be with her, as a friend thou... :( Sorry... Don't know what to write... :(

Regards:

Waah :o

Been watching half The Boondocks season one, but hasn't passed a minute without this beautiful girl in my mind :)

I long for atleast one night that will give me a chance to show her what I'm in for ;)

No, need to sleep now... Have a killing headache right now... But to hell with it, I'll be awake for awhile thinking of her (^.^) <3<3<3

Love all ya readers out there <3<3<3

Regards:

This night :)

Well, this night could be great :P

If I just could stop with my bad feelings I've got by doing what I feel for.
I've hurt both Polly and Speedy... And I can acctually understand if both of them don't wanna talk to me... This is the third time I've just picked someone else before her, even thou I've promised to really give her a chance... And Polly, well, she's wonderful, she really is, but I don't think we're like meant to be... If we were it wouldn't have been like this I think.

Hopefully both of them can forgive me, as I don't want to lose them as my friends!
They are great both of them!

Well, with that finally sort of out of my mind, I can just tell you lovely readers that I DON'T like this night right now... Feeling very sick and about to puke I think =/ Think it could be my pasta... Which I basically live on, eating this crap like everyday :P I need to change that ;)

Well, gonna burn Lord of The Flies and watch it now, I think :P I kinda want to wait so I can se it with Wirran, but I want to see it so much! It's so long ago :O Been missing it really much xD

Or else I just watch like The Boondocks - Season One :D (Thank you TV Torrents)

Well, I'll let you all know eventually what it will be :P

Love all of ya readers <333

Wirran, I think of you right now, as I did just a while ago, and I'll probably do it in a while again :P And the time in between (^^,)

Regards:

Wirran <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Wirran, I miss you so much!
Yesterday was a day I won't forget <3 It was lovely <333

I'm gonna freak out if I don't see you soon :O

Remember, I like you alot <333 Sweet, sweet Wirran <333

Regards:

Bilddagboken

Been uploading images to bilddagboken the whole night, or that is how it feels xD Hehe check it out at http://theIzaac.bilddagboken.se/

Wirran <333

Love all ya readers <333

Regards:

Sweet Wirran <3

Been with sweet Wirran today and, well, wasn't that just wonderfull :D I dont know what I would have done today if she hadn't come :) <333

Regards:

This night...

...has been awful :(
I've been depressed as hell and been watching some movies to cheer me up...

The french Taxi (1) and Taxi (2) :) Love them <3
At the moment I'm watching WALL*E (^^, )

I've noticed that some of my DVD's work in my new one I got from Ronnie, and some work in my old player :O That's really wierd :P

Well, gonna continue to chat with Sara (check her blog, link to the right) and Twiggyboll (^^,) and of course I'll continue watching cutie WALL*E <3

Love all ya readers <333

Regards:

Pluto :D

Tihi ^^,

Pluto is here in my bed ^^,
He's the cutest papillon ever :D
A pic comes here :D

Regards:

Alone again....

So, now I'm alone again =/
Polly's mum were here and picked her up :( She were supposed to be somewhere tomorrow so she had to go...

Well, texting with Louise and it's quite fun :) She's the only one that seems to notice me right now... Not even the girl supposed to love me.... Well, to hell with everyone that ignores me...

Now I have to answer Louise's last text... ^^, She's sweet <3

Love all ya readers! <333

Regards:

The Phantom of The Opera

Andrew Lloyd Webber knows how to write a musical ^^,

This is one of the most beautifull movies/musicals ever made !!!!

I love the voice The Phantom has when he comes in during the masquerade scene ^^,
The mask he has there is the nicest one in the whole movie :D

Me and Dante had this film on in the background like everyday when I had the apartment in Bodafors ^^, It was nice :D The music is lovely, especially "The music of the night" :D

"You have come here, for one purpose and one alone"
"Since the moment I first heard you sing"
"I have needed you with me to serve me to sing"
"My music, my music"

Love love love <333

Regards:

RESPECT!?!?!?!?!?

Ever heard of it?

You're handicapped yourself but cant stand if someone else is? What fucking style is that!?

I'm getting really angry now, on your way of "putting things different"!!!!!

Regards:

Music LOVER! READ!!!

Music LOVERS! READ THIS POST!!!

I've spent quite a while reading it and thinking about it, and its so totally right it just could be!!!

http://www.demonbaby.com/blog/2007/10/when-pigs-fly-death-of-oink-birth-of.html

It's about how the whole music industry would need to change and how WE as LISTENERS and FANS can force the record labels to do so!

Regards:

Visitor :)

I might get a visitor tonight :)
As Speedy couldn't come, and I just cant stand being alone anymore, I asked if anyone could come... And acctually, without surprize Polly said she could :P

She's teasing me over text and well, I just told her to come now xD

Now to something else xD I tricked Jojjo to believe that I'd cut half my arm up :P Haha Just had a lot of fakeblood on it and haha It was quite fun :P But she was mad when I told her xD

Love all ya readers <333

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Bored, depressed...............

I'm bored to death right now :(
No one will come today, I'm sure of it... Speedy wont be able... And no one else is even thinking of it... My life in a nutshell, I'm ignored.... =/

Fuck... I shouldn't have eaten, now I'm feeling very sick :(

bye bye if you even read this.....

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Bored....

Doing nothing useful....
Soon going to eat breakfast, but I'm to lazy to get up from bed....

Been starting to use my Last.FM again, last time were 29th January :O
Registered on LifeStream.FM but it fucked up :O so can't use it I think...

Weiii......*NOT*

Check my Last.FM : Chop89
Check my LifeStream.FM: PentaMedia - Got it working now :)

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Untitled

This is really great, or not.... Im so sick of this lonelyness, but I cant stand to talk to a lot of people.... =/

Well, gonna sleep again, there is no fuckin thing todo when I'm awake.... =/

Bye.......

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Alone =/

Going to stay offline on all communities and instant messengers...
Shut off my phones and let all of you read everything here...

If you want me anything, show up at my doorstep! I wont answer any comments or anything during this time!

After midnight I'll be unreachable until I feel better....
From now on I'll be unreachable until I feel better....

Sorry for making things fucked up!

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Alone =/

I'm thinking of turning my phones of, sign out from MSN and just stay away from people for a while, until I feel better and more secure....

If anyone wants me anything they'll have to come see me personally!

Going to see how I feel when I go to bed later... =/

Bye you readers =/

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What is this?

I really doubt her feelings for me, and I can't stand it:( If this is how it's gonna be, then she'll have to live without me... Then I'll put my energy on someone who does show that I actually mean something... Like Polly :) I feel so fullfilled when I'm with her, and It seems like she enjoys being with me :) That's what I both need and want... A girl who puts her energy to be with me, as I do! Well well, I know people label me as a player and it's so wrong it could be... I'm that kinda guy that flirt with girls until I find a girl that I feel that I can be with. And I feel like that with Polly! I used to do that with Speedy, but that feeling is slowly fading as time goes by...

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Tatooish :O

What is this :O Everyone is stopping me from tatooing myself :O:O:O
Made a little piece but it doesn't show so good as it could :P But I can partly see it :P

Well, then I might wait for it until Robban can do it :P

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Fake or real?

I want to read a lot of guesses ;) Is this real blood or is it fake?

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Mums house

Been sitting at mums house. Mum had to go to the hospital, but they're back soon :)
Her arm has been x-rayed and when they come I'll hear what they said...

Now they just opened the door :)
It was a bloodfilled muscle piece. So nothing bad then ^^,

This means I'm soon walking home, listening to Matchbook Romance, Adept and Nomy <3

Been texting with both Sara and Polly :) They're nice, and they've kept me company for a while.
I'll might go to Jönköping tomorrow with Bella and then I'll hopefully meet Speedy and Ostrich ^^,

Well, gonna be social now before I have to go.
Love all ya readers! <333

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What is your problem?

Why do all of you act so negative against Polly? Its not her fault she's the way she are! And there is nothing wrong with her :o She's lovely! Just because you dont know her as well as I do... If you're gonna continue like this I'm gonna be really mad at you!!! Dont talk to me about being judged, you judge her, but complain if someone judge you. So shut the hell up!!! :@

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Yesterday :(

Well, yesterday didn't go as planned, it went straight to fucking hell, atleast until I met Doris, Polly, Pollys sister and her sisters friends, dont know their name, but I think Pollys sisters nick is Josse or something xD Else it belonged to someone else of them xD

Acctually, that was quite fun ^^, And as usual, I forgot to ask Lydia for her number xD Thats like the thir13en'th time I do so :P:P:P Hope I remember it next time i meet her ^^,

Well, gonna get dressed and of to mums house for some coffee and some bullshit-talking xD

Ohh, forgot to tell, spent my night by watching the whole season 1 of American Dad ^^ LOVE IT!!!! "I cant understand that you lied about that! - And there are many more things I lie about" hahahahahahaha That lines so lovely!!!!! <333

Love ya all readers <3333

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Jönköping

Now Im sitting in jönköping waiting for Speedy <3 it will be very nice to meet her again :) She's lovely <3 Weii... Im quite bored right now xD Come and keep me company.

Love all ya readers <3

Regards:

Jönköping :)

Going to Jönköping in about an hour ^^
Was supposed to go with mom and her assistant, but then I needed to go home with them as they used "färdtjänst", dunno what it's called in english, but it's like taxi for those with a physical handicap, but it's just one price, like 50:- to Jönköping and 25:- to Nässjö :P Like the busprices ^^,

Well, converting music for my mp3-player, if you remember my post about that xD Now I'm using the most terrible way to do it :O Windows Media Player *blaah* but as far as I know, that must be the way to let the player acctually FIND the music xD It couldn't find it when I converted them with FormatFactory (first choise of my conversation needs) so, well, let's give WMP a shot at it ^^,

If it doesn't work, then I'll have to use up all my battery on the phone for it =/.

Well, gonna let the computer be for a while so it can focus on converting the songs, it's only 1.7 gigs of metal, screamo, emotional and punk ^^,

Love ya all readers ! <333

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Fake blood

Made some fake blood by using syrup and red color, those for cooking you know xD

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Bored! :P

I was really bored this morning so I took my cell and wrote to myself, back and forth :P haha My sister Jännifär gave me the actual idea a few days ago xD haha ^^

Well, Im of to the shower now, and then Im going to Jönköping to see Speedy<3 and Ostrich if I can reach him :P

Bye bye! Love all ya readers on this extremely useful thing called The Internet !

Regards:

Speedy ^^

Now I'm laying in my bed, chatting with Speedy on msn ^^
Can't tell you all how nice it is ^^ :D She's lovely <333

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PM Install Script Suite

Now I began working on my old programmin project PM Install Script Suite :)

Im so tired of all those free available installer creators and their complex script types. So I decided to make my own :) A list of required features are:

• Easy Script language
  A mixture of HTML and Visual Basic to achieve a script that is both easy and that can perform all your installation needs!


• Visual Form Editor
  You design the form(s) you need in your installation and it automatically generates a small optimized code for the form.


• Registry Manipulation
  Advanced registry manipulation functions that can do the most, but still secure!


• INI-File support
  Support for ini-files that include all the info needed for installation including support for serialkeys, activation, trial, user information and so on.


• Registration & Activation
  Registration and activation functions that can use the registration/activation library/functions that you choose, or you can use the built in from us! This is if you integrate the registration/activation in your specific application. This feature is NOT found in either NIS, InstallShield or any other installer creator that I've tried out!

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At moms house :)

Im at moms house, being a bit bored... She called and woke me up when I had got like 4 hours of sleep, so Im tired as hell xD

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Tibia OT

Helping my old friend Jonathan with the compilation of the Tibia OT source :P

There is something fucked up somewhere but we'll solve it :D Im sure of that!


Must say thou, he is one of those from "above" that I've missed talking to :) He always were the nicest one of'em :D

Well, back to Tibia OT debugging ^^

Lova ya readers ^^

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jockep @ SE-nse | SE-Lifestyle

Big nice thanks to you jockep !

You have saved my whole SE-xperience :D SE-nse is the prefered board of all !

Hopefully it will be working in a few days :D

Again! A big thanks to jockep @ SE-Lifestyle and @ SE-nse ^^,

Regards:

SE-nse =(

This shit sucks big time :O

When I was to change my email for my account at SE-nse it fucked up ! I never got a new activation email, which I did at SE Developers... I've mailed the admins at SE-nse and no response, no mailer daemon about it not being delivered so, nothing wrong there.

I'm totally locked out of my account :O And it's so freaking sad as it could be as SE-nse was my thing to do when I was alone! I dont like any other board that much :O It's the best.

Gonna see if I can reach Jockep on SE-Lifestyle so he can contact the admins directly and see if they can do something about it!!! Wanna know what happened to my guide, probably another gang of n00bs want help with flashing and unlocking their db2010/2012/2020 phones :P and I cant help them atm =/

Well well, please Jockep help me !

Regards:

Speedy <3

I know how stormy it has been between us, maybe we're made for each other. Well, lets say that we are, that would make me an idiot as many times as I've ignored my feelings for you... You are really strong that have waited for me to realize how much you really mean to me... Well, now I probably have and by doing that, I've hurt a lot of people... But hell, it probably just gonna give all those thinking of me as a player more shit to talk about... But, you know what? I dont care as long as it's me and as long as I'm honest against myself and everyone around...


I'm really really sorry... To the people that are those that had a chance to catch me, but obviously didn't do what eventually was needed... I hope you all know that no matter what, I'll think of you as my friends and you can come to me if you need someone to talk to, I'll listen <3

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Fucking overreacting bitch :P

Haha :P My sister is a fucking overreacting bitch :P

Why cant she just admit that she has a big problem to let things go, liek now :O
Had a shavingfoam fight and she overreacted and freaked out when I told her we was even and it would end. So I locked her out for a moment :P haha Now she and her friend are on the way to our mum... :P

Som now I am alone :( But hey, I've got a lot of nice people to talk with on MSN ^^

Regards:

Hehe

Hehe! Sitting in my bed and my sister and her friend is here ^^
It's quite fun :D

Regards:

Away to mums house soon...

...to earn me a pack of smokes ^^, I ran out of money when I bought a fucking stamp so I can send in my school application :P

Jännifärs pal Äääliin is coming here today, in about 2 or 3 hours xD We're gonna run around in Grimstorp and make everyone think "WTF!?" hahaha xD

Well, now I must finish my breakfast, containing pasta and meatballs xD, and get away ^^

Love all ya readers <33

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Nightly Photosession

So, now I just came in...At the moment I'm copying pictures from my SE-K810 to the PC. All pictures my sister took this night ^^ And for some reason I'm acctually satisfied with them, well, atleast on the phone xD

They're gonna end up here in a slideshow, if I can use it for that xD I don't know, never used that gadget before xD

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The Slideshow is up, and it is acctually working fine :D

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Babysitter xD

Hehe :P Im currently babysitting my littlesister xD Well, babysitting is quite the wrong term, it should be like youhtsitting or something like that :P She's like 13 years old xD

She's talking to a friend of hers in my Sony-Ericsson W660 ^^ Hehe, sometimes free calls is great ^^ As her friend seems like a nice girl ^^ Me, my sister and her friend are gonna make this fucking place of living unsecure tomorrow ^^ It will be funny as hell :D

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A confession :)

I'm sorry... Everyone that had something with me in mind... I'm really sorry but I can't ignore how I feel for her... Polly <3<3<3 hope this is something that will be because she's wonderfull and that's a fact! <333

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Weii :)

Weii :) Polly is coming :) Yaaay for that <333

Regards:

What is this...

...but a slow, boring and depressing life we're living... My life is slowly killing me... Seems like this weekend will be as lonely as usual......:(

Regards:

Hmm... :(

Where is she... I really want to be with her, but she hasn't shown up... Pleasd don't tell me you're not coming:'( <333

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Hmm....

This wasn't what I had been waiting =/
Put my 2Gb SD-MMC in my old mp3-player, and it was loaded with ALOT of good music in really high quality, like 1024kb/sec and what happened? Well my mp3 couldnt play it :O To high quality for it to handle so at the moment Im borrowing my mums laptop to convert them into 128kb/sec mp3 :P And hopefully it will work then xD Else Im of to Polly without music, and I might need it sometimes :P Not that she'll make me bored, just that the bus and shit will probably make me depressed or something =/ I hate going with the bus, but it will probably only be a bus home as I can go with Cidde in to town, either when the conversion is finished, or when he quits working ^^,

Well, now I have to sort the music, or else the converted one's will fit on the SD :P
I'm using Format Factory, and I recommend it! I'm usig it for all my music/video and image conversions :D It's free and it's up-to-date with the technologies used in the digital world! Download it at http://formatoz.com/ ^^,

Regards:

Polly :)

Weii... Going into the city in about an hour. Gonna be with Polly :) And to be honest, I've been looking forward to this the whole night :) So, probably I'll post something later when I'm with her :) Gonna make myself ready now. C Ya <333

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Good night!

Been messing around with this blog thing for quite some time now, so I think its time to get into bed as I'm off to sweet Polly later today :) Thats gonna be great as I really like that girl :) We're gonna watch the film Babel that I bought the other day. Hope its great :) Well, now I'm off to grab a cup of tea, a smoke and then I'll hug my pillow and hope for it to turn into someone else <3

Good night my dear friends and who ever is reading this :)

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Mobile posts :)

All mobile posts will have this image in it if its not a photo :) thats just because you can only post images with Sony-Ericsson's BlogThis! feature... Hope you dont mind that !

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My new blog !

Now, finally I've made what I've been thinking about for so long...
Getting myself a new fresh blog, where I can post what-ever I want, when-ever I want! And it is this one!!!!

Hopefully I'd get som subscribers, but, that doesn't matter so much, the thing blogs are for, if you ask me, is to let people write their feelings and thoughts down, to get response on things, advices and support.

I personally think that if you don't like a person, you shouldn't follow his or hers blog so you can get information intended to hurt that person. Just read if you like the person, or if you're interested in him/her. Just an advice!

As my fist post I'd like to let everyone know that this blog will be written entirely in english, eventhou I'm swedish, and thats because of all my friends from other countries.

Greetings to everyone reading!

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