Now I'm home again :)
Been with Bella like the whole day :P
Slept at her place this night as I couldn't get home after the climbing yesterday :P
Met Wirran <3 this morning and me, Bella and Wirran took the morning bus to Landsbro, where Wirran were going, and then me and Bella took the bus to Vetlanda, where we spent about one and a half hour :P Then we went to Nässjö :P
Well, gonna do some useful things now :P
Love all ya readers <3
Wirran, I love you so much !
I miss the time when I was this small... No problem in the world, and now, everything just gets messed up... Love, friends, school, work, money, food... Everything is just a fucking mess...
If I feel like this tomorrow, I'll probably quit being on MSN, turn of my phones, and only update my blog, when I feel there is something to put up here... Like that would ever happen, and why would I do it exactly... Like anyone of the returning readers acctualy care about me......
No, I'll probably be offline everywhere from tomorrow and until I feel good again... Started to take my anti-depression pills again, just to see what use they acctualy have... Oh, I doubled the dose I got like 6 months ago :O Hope no one care, because I don't... I was this --> <-- close to take three Gabapentin to fall asleep, but I didn't... I don't want to do something bad... It ain't my style... Remember that!
I've been with my sweet Wirran almost the whole day :)
She had to get home at 5 so we weren't so much at mums house, but when we were me and mum had a fight =/ So we left quite quickly after arrival...
When we got home to me, we jumped into the bed, watched The Illusionist, or atleast half of it, if it wasn't yeasterday night xD And then we watched Final Destination 2, as she hadn't seen it :)
We had quite som cozy time when watching :) She had her head on my chest... Very cozy I must say :)
When she left, I headed straight to mums house, and she'd asked me if I wanted to eat with them, and so I did. We talked a bit, but it was quite a tense atmosphere... Which loosened up afterwards. :) She offered me a cigarette, we smoked, talked a bit and messed with my sister...
Then I went home and took Pluto with me :)
Now I'm just sitting here, chatting with a few people on MSN...
But everything seems so empty right now... I really miss my darling :)
Probably we won't see eachother on thursday, as she's off to Stockholm with school, and won't be home until I get home from climbing...
The club is going to Tranås and climb a 18 meter wall if there is enough with joining people :)
Hopefully I can get to climbing tomorrow in anyway so I can see Wirran tomorrow, but to be honest, I don't think I can get there :(
Well well, I'm gonna be more social to those on MSN and I'm thinking of watching a movie :)
Love all ya readers <3
Wirran, I really miss you! You are so wonderfull and you know how to make and keep me happy :) <333
Can't stop think about you honey<333
Longing for tonight so I can see you, hug you and kiss you!!!
I have not felt like this for quite a while and it feels really nice!
About that text you sent me, you can't miss me more than I miss you, because I don't think you like me as much as I like you!
These days since you were at my place I havn't thought about anyone else but you, and if there is anything else it has been for like a millisecond, and then you were back in my mind!
If anyone would have counted the times I mentioned you today, they would have lost count after like half an hour, as I mentioned you all the time! <333
Really really miss you honey, and I'm so freaking mad that there is no way to get to you rignt now, this very moment! :(
This evening is gonna be the best thing today <333
Love all ya readers! <333
Wirran <333
...has been awful :(
I've been depressed as hell and been watching some movies to cheer me up...
The french Taxi (1) and Taxi (2) :) Love them <3
At the moment I'm watching WALL*E (^^, )
I've noticed that some of my DVD's work in my new one I got from Ronnie, and some work in my old player :O That's really wierd :P
Well, gonna continue to chat with Sara (check her blog, link to the right) and Twiggyboll (^^,) and of course I'll continue watching cutie WALL*E <3
Love all ya readers <333
Well, yesterday didn't go as planned, it went straight to fucking hell, atleast until I met Doris, Polly, Pollys sister and her sisters friends, dont know their name, but I think Pollys sisters nick is Josse or something xD Else it belonged to someone else of them xD
Acctually, that was quite fun ^^, And as usual, I forgot to ask Lydia for her number xD Thats like the thir13en'th time I do so :P:P:P Hope I remember it next time i meet her ^^,
Well, gonna get dressed and of to mums house for some coffee and some bullshit-talking xD
Ohh, forgot to tell, spent my night by watching the whole season 1 of American Dad ^^ LOVE IT!!!! "I cant understand that you lied about that! - And there are many more things I lie about" hahahahahahaha That lines so lovely!!!!! <333
Love ya all readers <3333
