What is this?

I really doubt her feelings for me, and I can't stand it:( If this is how it's gonna be, then she'll have to live without me... Then I'll put my energy on someone who does show that I actually mean something... Like Polly :) I feel so fullfilled when I'm with her, and It seems like she enjoys being with me :) That's what I both need and want... A girl who puts her energy to be with me, as I do! Well well, I know people label me as a player and it's so wrong it could be... I'm that kinda guy that flirt with girls until I find a girl that I feel that I can be with. And I feel like that with Polly! I used to do that with Speedy, but that feeling is slowly fading as time goes by...

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