hmm...

Blaah on this...
I'm feeling down and depressed...
I just feel tired and I just want to sleep...

Regards:

Wirran <333

Laying next to Wirran in her bed right now, afraid to wake her up... But I just can't sleep :( I want to... But just the touch of her skin gives me chills... She's so God damn beautiful so it can't be for real :o I'm afraid of falling asleep as what if this is just a dream, this something, so unreal for me... If these feelings keep getting stronger I'll lose my mind.

I totally surrender,
I put my heart in your gentle hands,
Destiny, could it be?
I sure hope so,
This happy I haven't been for ages.
You are my sunshine dust,
My saviour.

Wirran, this is for you <333

An early morning everything changed,
A bright shining star appeared in my life,
Showing me the way throughout the world.
Even thou it just have been for a couple of days,
You've showed me, convinced me that you're the one I've been looking for,
Hopefully you'll realise it yourself soon enough,
But I'll be waiting for you even if it would take months,
I think... I think... I think... <333

Regards:

Fuck Fuck Fuck . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I miss the time when I was this small... No problem in the world, and now, everything just gets messed up... Love, friends, school, work, money, food... Everything is just a fucking mess...

If I feel like this tomorrow, I'll probably quit being on MSN, turn of my phones, and only update my blog, when I feel there is something to put up here... Like that would ever happen, and why would I do it exactly... Like anyone of the returning readers acctualy care about me......
No, I'll probably be offline everywhere from tomorrow and until I feel good again... Started to take my anti-depression pills again, just to see what use they acctualy have... Oh, I doubled the dose I got like 6 months ago :O Hope no one care, because I don't... I was this --> <-- close to take three Gabapentin to fall asleep, but I didn't... I don't want to do something bad... It ain't my style... Remember that!

Regards:

Hehe

Gooooooooood Mooooorgniing !!!!!

Im so freaking tired in my whole body today xD It's kinda wierd xD

I woke up for like 20 minutes ago, I think, and now I'm going to get dressed and go to mums house :)

Miss you Swettnouwz Wirran <333

Regards:

This night...

...has been awful :(
I've been depressed as hell and been watching some movies to cheer me up...

The french Taxi (1) and Taxi (2) :) Love them <3
At the moment I'm watching WALL*E (^^, )

I've noticed that some of my DVD's work in my new one I got from Ronnie, and some work in my old player :O That's really wierd :P

Well, gonna continue to chat with Sara (check her blog, link to the right) and Twiggyboll (^^,) and of course I'll continue watching cutie WALL*E <3

Love all ya readers <333

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This is really great, or not.... Im so sick of this lonelyness, but I cant stand to talk to a lot of people.... =/

Well, gonna sleep again, there is no fuckin thing todo when I'm awake.... =/

Bye.......

Regards:

At moms house :)

Im at moms house, being a bit bored... She called and woke me up when I had got like 4 hours of sleep, so Im tired as hell xD

Regards:

Good night!

Been messing around with this blog thing for quite some time now, so I think its time to get into bed as I'm off to sweet Polly later today :) Thats gonna be great as I really like that girl :) We're gonna watch the film Babel that I bought the other day. Hope its great :) Well, now I'm off to grab a cup of tea, a smoke and then I'll hug my pillow and hope for it to turn into someone else <3

Good night my dear friends and who ever is reading this :)

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