Now I'm getting a bit pissed of!
I've been counting the money that I should recieve from the social office, and none of it maks sense... Normally I get around 6500:- a month, for rent and everything else, but now it seems like they are stealing around 1000:- from me :O Because now I just gonna get 5754:- :O
I miss the time when I was this small... No problem in the world, and now, everything just gets messed up... Love, friends, school, work, money, food... Everything is just a fucking mess...
If I feel like this tomorrow, I'll probably quit being on MSN, turn of my phones, and only update my blog, when I feel there is something to put up here... Like that would ever happen, and why would I do it exactly... Like anyone of the returning readers acctualy care about me......
No, I'll probably be offline everywhere from tomorrow and until I feel good again... Started to take my anti-depression pills again, just to see what use they acctualy have... Oh, I doubled the dose I got like 6 months ago :O Hope no one care, because I don't... I was this --> <-- close to take three Gabapentin to fall asleep, but I didn't... I don't want to do something bad... It ain't my style... Remember that!
...to earn me a pack of smokes ^^, I ran out of money when I bought a fucking stamp so I can send in my school application :P
Jännifärs pal Äääliin is coming here today, in about 2 or 3 hours xD We're gonna run around in Grimstorp and make everyone think "WTF!?" hahaha xD
Well, now I must finish my breakfast, containing pasta and meatballs xD, and get away ^^
Love all ya readers <33
