Home again :D

Now I'm home again :)
Been with Bella like the whole day :P
Slept at her place this night as I couldn't get home after the climbing yesterday :P
Met Wirran <3 this morning and me, Bella and Wirran took the morning bus to Landsbro, where Wirran were going, and then me and Bella took the bus to Vetlanda, where we spent about one and a half hour :P Then we went to Nässjö :P

Well, gonna do some useful things now :P

Love all ya readers <3
Wirran, I love you so much !

Regards:

Music

Listening to music and chatting on MSN...
The music is:

• The Medic Droid
• Adept
• 3OH!3
• Bring me The Horizon
• Intohimo
• Secondhand Serenade
• Bullet for My Valentine
• Matchbook Romance
• Insane Clown Posse
• Children of Bodom
• Dead By April
• Deathstars
• herbrightskies
• Lamb Of God
• Linkin Park
• Rammstein
• Marilyn Manson
• Takida
• EDDA
  

I am a bit bored... Longing to see Wirran <3


Going to Sävsjö to be with her later, and then the climbing tonight...
Just one problem, how will I get home... =/

Regards:

This night...

This night was a nightmare... When Wirran had fallen asleep I went into the kitchen to do some dishes... And well in there I broke down... The feeling of water just got me to think of it as the 10 seconds death highway...

Regards:

Me and Wirran <3

Been with Wirran during the weekend :)
Friday: We were babysitting at her mum's house for a short while, and then we spent the night there.
Saturday (today): We went home to my place at like 10 'o clock. Went into town and met Dante, Erik and Simon. We spent some time with them at the station, then we went to ICA to buy some food :) We bought some chicken, potatoeballs, spices and a lot of candy xD Then we went of to see Benny and his girlfriend :) Spent about an hour there before we went to the bus home, on which we met Lydia :) I didn't know she and Wirran knew each other but appearently they did :) When we got home we watched Phantom of the Opera and ate some candy :) Then we made dinner, or Wirran did atleast :p I wasn't allowed to help with much other than the dishing xD The dinner turned out great :) Right after dinner it was time for... The Earth Hour :) One hour with the main electricity turned of, so I went to switch it of and when that was done we went into the bed to have a nice cozy time :) It was wonderful :) Now my dear Wirran has fallen asleep right next to me, and can anyone who has seen her sleep disagree with the fact that she is really cute when she sleeps (^.^) If you can, you can't have a good taste in girls B-) She's beautiful when she sleeps :-D

I really do love you honey! Don't you forget that <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Laying next to Wirran in her bed right now, afraid to wake her up... But I just can't sleep :( I want to... But just the touch of her skin gives me chills... She's so God damn beautiful so it can't be for real :o I'm afraid of falling asleep as what if this is just a dream, this something, so unreal for me... If these feelings keep getting stronger I'll lose my mind.

I totally surrender,
I put my heart in your gentle hands,
Destiny, could it be?
I sure hope so,
This happy I haven't been for ages.
You are my sunshine dust,
My saviour.

Wirran, this is for you <333

An early morning everything changed,
A bright shining star appeared in my life,
Showing me the way throughout the world.
Even thou it just have been for a couple of days,
You've showed me, convinced me that you're the one I've been looking for,
Hopefully you'll realise it yourself soon enough,
But I'll be waiting for you even if it would take months,
I think... I think... I think... <333

Regards:

Tihi <3

Being with the sweetest girl I can think of right now :)
Should have taken the 19.14 train home, but missed it... But I don't care as I can be with her <3
Sitting in her sofa and writing this right now with her in front of me :)

Wirran, you mean a lot to me <333 Thanks to have let me meet your friends at school! This has been a wonderful day :-D<333

Regards:

Chalk bag :)

Me and mum are in the making of a chalk bag for the climbing :)
It's gonna be quite nice I think :)

I'll post pictures when we're finished with it :D

Love all ya readers <333

Wirran <333 Miss you so freaking much! I need you right now !

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Hmm..... Fuck....

Fick this... I need a new Walkman phone :(
My W660 is fucked up since I took the bike to honey........

I had it in my pocket, headset connected and listening to music...
About halfway it just died, or that's what I thought....
The keypad light was still on, the screen was dead...

I've been flashing it over and over again, both without any patches, without trying to break it or anything, but it has just kept being dead...

Today I tried to reflash it again. I got the screen working... My first reaction was.... YAAAAAAAY!
So now I was to finalize it by applying my custom pack, which has been working MANY times before... And when I've copied the files to the proper locations, I disconnected as usual, removed the battery and reinserted it again... Started up, screen working :) and then... ka-blaam, the screen goes black :O Keypad light still shining bright, still some sound from the speaker...

I restarted the phone, screen was dead, restarted again, screen working...
Got into the menu and found alot of misscolorizations... Opened the Service Menu, entered the service tests and selected Main Display... A lot of problems with colors, like everywhere :O

The screen then just dies, AGAIN! And it has been keeping on like this for a while.... :(

So now I'm looking for a new Walkman phone, which is a DB 2010/2012/2020 so I can keep on with my modding.... Found a W610 on Blocket for 600:- but I don't have that money right now...

Well well, gonna be social as I'm at mums house :)
See y'all later <333

Wirran, I miss you so much I can't even describe it....... <3333

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The day today

I've been with my sweet Wirran almost the whole day :)
She had to get home at 5 so we weren't so much at mums house, but when we were me and mum had a fight =/ So we left quite quickly after arrival...

When we got home to me, we jumped into the bed, watched The Illusionist, or atleast half of it, if it wasn't yeasterday night xD And then we watched Final Destination 2, as she hadn't seen it :)

We had quite som cozy time when watching :) She had her head on my chest... Very cozy I must say :)

When she left, I headed straight to mums house, and she'd asked me if I wanted to eat with them, and so I did. We talked a bit, but it was quite a tense atmosphere... Which loosened up afterwards. :) She offered me a cigarette, we smoked, talked a bit and messed with my sister...

Then I went home and took Pluto with me :)

Now I'm just sitting here, chatting with a few people on MSN...
But everything seems so empty right now... I really miss my darling :)
Probably we won't see eachother on thursday, as she's off to Stockholm with school, and won't be home until I get home from climbing...

The club is going to Tranås and climb a 18 meter wall if there is enough with joining people :)
Hopefully I can get to climbing tomorrow in anyway so I can see Wirran tomorrow, but to be honest, I don't think I can get there :(

Well well, I'm gonna be more social to those on MSN and I'm thinking of watching a movie :)

Love all ya readers <3

Wirran, I really miss you! You are so wonderfull and you know how to make and keep me happy :) <333

Regards:

This night :D

Is it possible to enjoy a night more than this? Been holding sweetie all night and it has been so wonderfull <3

I think she'll make me fall heavily in love <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Sitting at mums house and has Wirrans arm around me ^^,
We've had quite a nice day since she came here ^^,

My mum is gonna make a hole in my left ear again xD

Be back when done xD



Wirran <333

Regards:

Work :)

I am at work right now. Kinda lame right now. My employer is still sleeping...

Listening to "Kodd - Behöver dig" and it makes me think of Wirran, even thou I think of her constantly, this song really tells how I feel :)

Now I'm gonna do something usefull, like clearing up the bench and the table... Oh, for you who don't know, I'm my mothers assistant... She made a mess at the table this night when she did what the doctor calls a "reset"... She kinda faints for about 10 minutes, and when she wakes up she's like 6 year old again... :( It's really wierd...

Well, need to start now as my shift just began xD

Love all ya readers out there <333
Miss you Wirran <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Talking to sweet Wirran in my cell right now :)

I'm very happy to have her in my life right now. She makes me happy <3

Regards:

Hehe

Gooooooooood Mooooorgniing !!!!!

Im so freaking tired in my whole body today xD It's kinda wierd xD

I woke up for like 20 minutes ago, I think, and now I'm going to get dressed and go to mums house :)

Miss you Swettnouwz Wirran <333

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Wirran & Climbing

Been climbing today :) Sweet Wirran were there and, well, can I say anything else than she's the most wonderfull girl I've met :) I really enjoyed having her there (^.^)

We did somethings called cliping, dyna, point and grip and arm push-ups (^.^) The funniest thing were the point and grip :) Did everything with one of the Andreas :p It was really fun (^.^)

Now I need to check my texts as Wirran has sent me some :p <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Can't stop think about you honey<333
Longing for tonight so I can see you, hug you and kiss you!!!

I have not felt like this for quite a while and it feels really nice!



About that text you sent me, you can't miss me more than I miss you, because I don't think you like me as much as I like you!

These days since you were at my place I havn't thought about anyone else but you, and if there is anything else it has been for like a millisecond, and then you were back in my mind!
If anyone would have counted the times I mentioned you today, they would have lost count after like half an hour, as I mentioned you all the time! <333

Really really miss you honey, and I'm so freaking mad that there is no way to get to you rignt now, this very moment! :(

This evening is gonna be the best thing today <333

Love all ya readers! <333
Wirran <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

I'm sitting with mum and watching "Trauma - Life at ER" and I can't concentrate on it even if it's very interesting... The only thing I think of is Wirran... I hope she's okay. I've confessed to her that I'm falling in love with her... <3
She's so wonderfull and I can't understand how she could have been treated like she says... :o I just want to show her how I think she should be treated, with love and care. As stated in an earlier post, I want to be the one to cheer her up, dry her tears, hold her when she's down and I want to be the one to tell her that she's loved and show her that she's not unwanted, unloved or worthless. In my eyes she might be the one for me.
I can't stop smiling when I see her smile, my heart speeds up when she touch me, and she's always in my mind! Gaah, can't stop think of how I would feel if Stoffe changes his way of treating her so they stay together... =/ I don't want to be without her, I don't want to go to bed without her at my side, without hearing her breathe, hearing her heartbeat or feeling the warmth radiate from her sweet and cozy body. I know it sounds wierd, but I actually think she's the one for me. And I really want to be the one for her <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

I know how you feel honey... I wish there was something I could do for you, more than just be there for you!
I hope you know and understand how much you mean to me, and why I can't stand to see you like this... It hurts me to know that this could end...
But no matter what, you'll have a special place within me, and NEVER EVER forget that you can always talk to me, I'll listen to what you have to say...
I Probably won't say to much but that's a problem I have... I listen but it could seem like I don't care, but I really really do!
I hope you're the one for me, because I want to be there with you when you're down, I want to dry your tears and be your support <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Regards:

Wirran <333

Wirran, I miss you so much!
Yesterday was a day I won't forget <3 It was lovely <333

I'm gonna freak out if I don't see you soon :O

Remember, I like you alot <333 Sweet, sweet Wirran <333

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