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Friday, January 01, 2010

New Years Eve

So, the past year is, well, past. Feel’s kind of nice to feel my 21st birthday coming closer ;) And the studies in Mullsjö after the summer. Just longing for that.

I’m right here, in a sofa, typing this xD Just because I’m kind of bored. And f*ck this internet connection, using my phone as my modem, my mobile broadband is yet to be paid. This means that I don’t have band weight for µTorrent so I can’t get the Zombieland torrent down :( Oh, check out the trailer at IMDb (here). It seems like a hell of a zombiemovie :D

well, going back to being social for a while, was told I could use my grandmothers connection later to get the last 56% down, shouldn’t take more than half an hour. So, count on me coming back here with yet some little characters ;)

Kisses to those few who are worth it! I love you ! <3

Regards:

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Weird :O

I’ve been at my dad’s place many times this week, once a day :O Like the first times in I don’t know for how long. But it seems that they’ve changed very much. Can’t sense the fake tone when they say something anymore, like I did before, and they’ve stopped to repeatedly say my name, like 2-3 times in each sentence. I actually enjoyed being there ! :D

With that weirdest of weird things said, I can just state that I’m going there more often now, until the catch shows up, there’s ALWAYS a catch when they are nice to me. Always been, always will be. Enough said!

By some reason it felt right to take JozzÄ home with me, so here I am, in my biiig bed, with her sleeping (after I kind of forced her to try to find the nice things about BorderlineC’s texts, but without success), so I decided that I’ll put up something here :)

Well, a short summary of what I’ve done today (or yesterday to be correct):
* Went to mums house to get some coffee and to meet Bella (ex-girlfriend, mums assistant).
* Went to dads house to get my external hard drive, which now includes all the old files from my stationary pc he bought. Spent most of the time playing with my little sister Elina :)
* Went from dad into the city to meet up with some friends. Spent like an hour and a half running in and out of the train station. Also met Cidde, an old assistant of my mother, to get a sony-Ericsson T630i (yes a very old one, but lovely) which I’m supposed to unlock. That’s funny :D

As I’m still not in the mood for sleeping I’m going to boot up the gamecube and play some Need For Speed: Most Wanted, as I can’t get enough of being chased by the cops, which by the way is smarter than those in NFS:Undercover for PlayStation 2 :O

Good night and kisses to everyone worth it. You know who you are and I love you <333

Regards:

Thursday, April 02, 2009

hmm...

Blaah on this...
I'm feeling down and depressed...
I just feel tired and I just want to sleep...

Regards:

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Bored, depressed...............

i dunno what to write, but i suppose i should as it was quite a while ago...

been watching death note season 2 and well, i love it!





this has been a boring day, and well, this week will probably go on with being boring...
its not like someone will show up here and keep me company, as i m so fucking boring just sitting at the computer watching alot of anime....

gonna try to do some sketching now or something... or play in photoshop cs4 or what ever....
c ya...

Regards:

Monday, March 30, 2009

Music

Listening to music and chatting on MSN...
The music is:

  • The Medic Droid
  • Adept
  • 3OH!3
  • Bring me The Horizon
  • Intohimo
  • Secondhand Serenade
  • Bullet for My Valentine
  • Matchbook Romance
  • Insane Clown Posse
  • Children of Bodom
  • Dead By April
  • Deathstars
  • herbrightskies
  • Lamb Of God
  • Linkin Park
  • Rammstein
  • Marilyn Manson
  • Takida
  • EDDA

I am a bit bored... Longing to see Wirran <3


Going to Sävsjö to be with her later, and then the climbing tonight...
Just one problem, how will I get home... =/

Regards:

Monday, March 23, 2009

Fuck Fuck Fuck . . . . . . . . . . . . .


I miss the time when I was this small... No problem in the world, and now, everything just gets messed up... Love, friends, school, work, money, food... Everything is just a fucking mess...

If I feel like this tomorrow, I'll probably quit being on MSN, turn of my phones, and only update my blog, when I feel there is something to put up here... Like that would ever happen, and why would I do it exactly... Like anyone of the returning readers acctualy care about me......
No, I'll probably be offline everywhere from tomorrow and until I feel good again... Started to take my anti-depression pills again, just to see what use they acctualy have... Oh, I doubled the dose I got like 6 months ago :O Hope no one care, because I don't... I was this --> <-- close to take three Gabapentin to fall asleep, but I didn't... I don't want to do something bad... It ain't my style... Remember that!

Regards:

Hmm..... Fuck....

Fick this... I need a new Walkman phone :(
My W660 is fucked up since I took the bike to honey........

I had it in my pocket, headset connected and listening to music...
About halfway it just died, or that's what I thought....
The keypad light was still on, the screen was dead...

I've been flashing it over and over again, both without any patches, without trying to break it or anything, but it has just kept being dead...

Today I tried to reflash it again. I got the screen working... My first reaction was.... YAAAAAAAY!
So now I was to finalize it by applying my custom pack, which has been working MANY times before... And when I've copied the files to the proper locations, I disconnected as usual, removed the battery and reinserted it again... Started up, screen working :) and then... ka-blaam, the screen goes black :O Keypad light still shining bright, still some sound from the speaker...

I restarted the phone, screen was dead, restarted again, screen working...
Got into the menu and found alot of misscolorizations... Opened the Service Menu, entered the service tests and selected Main Display... A lot of problems with colors, like everywhere :O

The screen then just dies, AGAIN! And it has been keeping on like this for a while.... :(

So now I'm looking for a new Walkman phone, which is a DB 2010/2012/2020 so I can keep on with my modding.... Found a W610 on Blocket for 600:- but I don't have that money right now...

Well well, gonna be social as I'm at mums house :)
See y'all later <333

Wirran, I miss you so much I can't even describe it....... <3333

Regards:

Sunday, March 22, 2009

The day today

I've been with my sweet Wirran almost the whole day :)
She had to get home at 5 so we weren't so much at mums house, but when we were me and mum had a fight =/ So we left quite quickly after arrival...

When we got home to me, we jumped into the bed, watched The Illusionist, or atleast half of it, if it wasn't yeasterday night xD And then we watched Final Destination 2, as she hadn't seen it :)

We had quite som cozy time when watching :) She had her head on my chest... Very cozy I must say :)

When she left, I headed straight to mums house, and she'd asked me if I wanted to eat with them, and so I did. We talked a bit, but it was quite a tense atmosphere... Which loosened up afterwards. :) She offered me a cigarette, we smoked, talked a bit and messed with my sister...

Then I went home and took Pluto with me :)

Now I'm just sitting here, chatting with a few people on MSN...
But everything seems so empty right now... I really miss my darling :)
Probably we won't see eachother on thursday, as she's off to Stockholm with school, and won't be home until I get home from climbing...

The club is going to Tranås and climb a 18 meter wall if there is enough with joining people :)
Hopefully I can get to climbing tomorrow in anyway so I can see Wirran tomorrow, but to be honest, I don't think I can get there :(

Well well, I'm gonna be more social to those on MSN and I'm thinking of watching a movie :)

Love all ya readers <3

Wirran, I really miss you! You are so wonderfull and you know how to make and keep me happy :) <333

Regards:

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Work :)


I am at work right now. Kinda lame right now. My employer is still sleeping...

Listening to "Kodd - Behöver dig" and it makes me think of Wirran, even thou I think of her constantly, this song really tells how I feel :)

Now I'm gonna do something usefull, like clearing up the bench and the table... Oh, for you who don't know, I'm my mothers assistant... She made a mess at the table this night when she did what the doctor calls a "reset"... She kinda faints for about 10 minutes, and when she wakes up she's like 6 year old again... :( It's really wierd...

Well, need to start now as my shift just began xD

Love all ya readers out there <333
Miss you Wirran <333

Regards:

Monday, March 16, 2009

This night...

...has been awful :(
I've been depressed as hell and been watching some movies to cheer me up...

The french Taxi (1) and Taxi (2) :) Love them <3
At the moment I'm watching WALL*E (^^, )

I've noticed that some of my DVD's work in my new one I got from Ronnie, and some work in my old player :O That's really wierd :P

Well, gonna continue to chat with Sara (check her blog, link to the right) and Twiggyboll (^^,) and of course I'll continue watching cutie WALL*E <3

Love all ya readers <333

Regards:

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Alone again....

So, now I'm alone again =/
Polly's mum were here and picked her up :( She were supposed to be somewhere tomorrow so she had to go...

Well, texting with Louise and it's quite fun :) She's the only one that seems to notice me right now... Not even the girl supposed to love me.... Well, to hell with everyone that ignores me...

Now I have to answer Louise's last text... ^^, She's sweet <3

Love all ya readers! <333

Regards:

Friday, March 13, 2009

Visitor :)

I might get a visitor tonight :)
As Speedy couldn't come, and I just cant stand being alone anymore, I asked if anyone could come... And acctually, without surprize Polly said she could :P

She's teasing me over text and well, I just told her to come now xD

Now to something else xD I tricked Jojjo to believe that I'd cut half my arm up :P Haha Just had a lot of fakeblood on it and haha It was quite fun :P But she was mad when I told her xD

Love all ya readers <333

Regards:

Bored, depressed...............

I'm bored to death right now :(
No one will come today, I'm sure of it... Speedy wont be able... And no one else is even thinking of it... My life in a nutshell, I'm ignored.... =/

Fuck... I shouldn't have eaten, now I'm feeling very sick :(

bye bye if you even read this.....

Regards:

Bored....

Doing nothing useful....
Soon going to eat breakfast, but I'm to lazy to get up from bed....

Been starting to use my Last.FM again, last time were 29th January :O
Registered on LifeStream.FM but it fucked up :O so can't use it I think...

Weiii......*NOT*

Check my Last.FM : Chop89
Check my LifeStream.FM: PentaMedia - Got it working now :)

Regards:

Untitled

This is really great, or not.... Im so sick of this lonelyness, but I cant stand to talk to a lot of people.... =/

Well, gonna sleep again, there is no fuckin thing todo when I'm awake.... =/

Bye.......

Regards:

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Jönköping :)

Going to Jönköping in about an hour ^^
Was supposed to go with mom and her assistant, but then I needed to go home with them as they used "färdtjänst", dunno what it's called in english, but it's like taxi for those with a physical handicap, but it's just one price, like 50:- to Jönköping and 25:- to Nässjö :P Like the busprices ^^,

Well, converting music for my mp3-player, if you remember my post about that xD Now I'm using the most terrible way to do it :O Windows Media Player *blaah* but as far as I know, that must be the way to let the player acctually FIND the music xD It couldn't find it when I converted them with FormatFactory (first choise of my conversation needs) so, well, let's give WMP a shot at it ^^,

If it doesn't work, then I'll have to use up all my battery on the phone for it =/.

Well, gonna let the computer be for a while so it can focus on converting the songs, it's only 1.7 gigs of metal, screamo, emotional and punk ^^,

Love ya all readers ! <333

Regards:

Bored! :P


I was really bored this morning so I took my cell and wrote to myself, back and forth :P haha My sister Jännifär gave me the actual idea a few days ago xD haha ^^

Well, Im of to the shower now, and then Im going to Jönköping to see Speedy<3 and Ostrich if I can reach him :P

Bye bye! Love all ya readers on this extremely useful thing called The Internet !

Regards:

Monday, March 09, 2009

At moms house :)


Im at moms house, being a bit bored... She called and woke me up when I had got like 4 hours of sleep, so Im tired as hell xD

Regards:

Friday, March 06, 2009

What is this...


...but a slow, boring and depressing life we're living... My life is slowly killing me... Seems like this weekend will be as lonely as usual......:(

Regards: