Bad day…

This is bad… I’ve really started to miss an old friend of mine… A while ago, like in the beginning of the year there were some tries for a relationship, which didn’t work out. Sadly… But hey, as I’ve said, we’ve been starting to talk again and now I miss her quite much, and I think of what would’ve been if our tries had worked, how would I’ve been different…

Well, one thing for sure is that I wouldn’t had been on the Sonisphere Festival to see one of my absolutely favorite bands, Adept <3 And now when they’re on topic, she was the one who made me listen to them :D Grow up Peter Pan !

“I am the bullet in your gun, you had me loaded since day one” – I really miss that time…

Well, should eat something soon and then get back to my GameCube gaming xD

Kisses to those who are worth it, you know who you are <333

Regards:

Visitor :)

I might get a visitor tonight :)
As Speedy couldn't come, and I just cant stand being alone anymore, I asked if anyone could come... And acctually, without surprize Polly said she could :P

She's teasing me over text and well, I just told her to come now xD

Now to something else xD I tricked Jojjo to believe that I'd cut half my arm up :P Haha Just had a lot of fakeblood on it and haha It was quite fun :P But she was mad when I told her xD

Love all ya readers <333

Regards:

Bored, depressed...............

I'm bored to death right now :(
No one will come today, I'm sure of it... Speedy wont be able... And no one else is even thinking of it... My life in a nutshell, I'm ignored.... =/

Fuck... I shouldn't have eaten, now I'm feeling very sick :(

bye bye if you even read this.....

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What is this?

I really doubt her feelings for me, and I can't stand it:( If this is how it's gonna be, then she'll have to live without me... Then I'll put my energy on someone who does show that I actually mean something... Like Polly :) I feel so fullfilled when I'm with her, and It seems like she enjoys being with me :) That's what I both need and want... A girl who puts her energy to be with me, as I do! Well well, I know people label me as a player and it's so wrong it could be... I'm that kinda guy that flirt with girls until I find a girl that I feel that I can be with. And I feel like that with Polly! I used to do that with Speedy, but that feeling is slowly fading as time goes by...

Regards:

Mums house

Been sitting at mums house. Mum had to go to the hospital, but they're back soon :)
Her arm has been x-rayed and when they come I'll hear what they said...

Now they just opened the door :)
It was a bloodfilled muscle piece. So nothing bad then ^^,

This means I'm soon walking home, listening to Matchbook Romance, Adept and Nomy <3

Been texting with both Sara and Polly :) They're nice, and they've kept me company for a while.
I'll might go to Jönköping tomorrow with Bella and then I'll hopefully meet Speedy and Ostrich ^^,

Well, gonna be social now before I have to go.
Love all ya readers! <333

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Bored! :P

I was really bored this morning so I took my cell and wrote to myself, back and forth :P haha My sister Jännifär gave me the actual idea a few days ago xD haha ^^

Well, Im of to the shower now, and then Im going to Jönköping to see Speedy<3 and Ostrich if I can reach him :P

Bye bye! Love all ya readers on this extremely useful thing called The Internet !

Regards:

Speedy ^^

Now I'm laying in my bed, chatting with Speedy on msn ^^
Can't tell you all how nice it is ^^ :D She's lovely <333

Regards:

Speedy <3

I know how stormy it has been between us, maybe we're made for each other. Well, lets say that we are, that would make me an idiot as many times as I've ignored my feelings for you... You are really strong that have waited for me to realize how much you really mean to me... Well, now I probably have and by doing that, I've hurt a lot of people... But hell, it probably just gonna give all those thinking of me as a player more shit to talk about... But, you know what? I dont care as long as it's me and as long as I'm honest against myself and everyone around...


I'm really really sorry... To the people that are those that had a chance to catch me, but obviously didn't do what eventually was needed... I hope you all know that no matter what, I'll think of you as my friends and you can come to me if you need someone to talk to, I'll listen <3

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