NEW BLOG !!!

All new materials is now posted on the new blog at: http://blog.izaacj.co.cc/


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New blog !!!

I'm going to setup a new blog at http://blog.IzaacJ.co.cc/ later today... Probably it'll be a WordPress blog as I'm not so in to their theming system so it would be a smart idea to learn it.

I'll need something to do to keep my mind of some particular things... Well, won't be so active anywhere today I think, neither Facebook, Skype or MSN... maybe a little more active on Twitter...

Well... I love you, more that anything and more than you could imagine... I hope you know I'll always be here for you... <3


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Location:Nässjö, Sweden

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I seriously don't know what to do... The feelings I have for you are totally indescribable... No matter what I try to focus on, you invade those thoughts each and every time.

No matter how many times I try not to think about you I still do precisely that. Thinking of your lips against mine, your hands moving around on my body, your head on my chest while hearing your calming breathing during the nights... This are the things I think of... It's no good, it's killing me...

"Without you I'm nothing"


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Today... Again...

This is weird... I'm laying here in my bed with the girl of my life, the love of my life and what am I about to do, well, cry... :( She ain't mine, she'll move away after school is out and then I won't know what to do...

She's like everything I ever wanted when it comes to a girl. She's perfect in my eyes... Damn...
I love her too much for my own good I think... :'(


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Today

On the train to school :) Talking to Tess. Thinking about how this day will be... 2 classes, lunch, after which I'll spend some time in the gym. And when I get home I'll meet Emelie and spend some time with her :) Nice.
I dunno what to do, because I know that she can't have a relationship right now... But, oh, how I wish she could've been mine again, only mine :)

As I told her, my way towards her won't change, my feelings for her won't change and I'll always be there for her if she needs me.
This is a girl that's worth well, about everything I can think of. And no matter what I do, I can't get her out of my mind, even if I want to ;) I really love this sweet girl.


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w00t !?

A totally random misc pic I took a few minutes ago. Just felt for pushing the trigger...
To be honest I'm quite a bit confused right now...
The dearest person I know makes my mind go nuts... I've understood that she can't stand a relationship right now, but sometimes it feels like that's what she want... And if that's so, there's no one to really replace her by side. She's irreplaceable without doubt.

Almost falling asleep, just one thing missing and that's my arm around her when she have her head on my chest sleeping like the beauty she is. Good ol' times... Times I wish to return, return and stay until the end of what we call our lives.

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Insight

I’ve realized some things this night, things about myself, my priorities and how I want to live my life.
The thing is, the road there are long, and there might be some things that I’ve seen as a must that must be sacrificed to achieve what I want. Who I want.

To be honest, I don’t really care what y’all think about me. What’s important for me is the ones I love, and I mean really love, those I’d do anything to help. They are a major reason for struggling with many things, as I want to be able, if needed, to help them in anyway. I always try to help, but as I’m nothing but just a mortal little man, there are many things beyond my understanding, beyond my abilities and/or capabilities. With a better work and life situation I can focus more on the things I don’t understand, learn things about it, and by doing that I might be able to help them with similar things later on.

Not to sound like something to look up to or anything like that, just pure simple fact. If you treat me well, you could’ve got a friend that you really can count on, talk with and share some nice time with. I give everyone a chance, often a second or third chance too.

That kind a sum up my “way of life”. Now to something more serious.

Who I want. For those close to me, there’s no question about it. Even thou I’ve tried to get that girl out of my head and heart. Even thou I know that the “best” thing is to leave her behind and move on. But the “best” part is what bugs me. In my opinion, I don’t think it would be best for either her or me. That’s a bit selfish to say, but I feel deep in me that I shouldn’t leave her behind, no matter what. She scared the shit out of me today, about 1 hour ago. She told me she’ll move quite a bit after school, and when I read those words I felt how I was about to cry, seriously. There’s like 1½ year until she’s finished with school, but just to imagine her somewhere where I can’t see her, it’s awful.

For those who doesn’t know about her and my history, we got together and had a really good 3 months, then I got dumped, swiped off my feet, but I rose again with a strength I got from the certainty that she’d come back to me, which she did about 3 weeks later, but not for long. About a week later she dumped me, again. I told her that I didn’t want to hear from her. A wise thing I think. If I hadn’t really tried to forget her this time, I think she wouldn’t have texted me. Anyway… There’s no one that can make me forget her, not really. She’s the one I’d like to share everything with. The one I always want to be available to.

I’ve tried to find someone else, in my age you kind a start looking the day after, but whoever I talk to, even if I want to, I can’t get her out of my mind. She’s there. With both my mind and heart telling me that I should wait for her, what should or could I do?

What would you’ve done, and don’t you tell me that you’d meet someone else. I don’t think you’d do that when your whole you tells you not to.

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Yeah yeah...

Once again you're doing this to me... I want to ignore it, but I cant... "/

Well, watching Underworld 2 and am trying to sleep...

Kiss 'n' goodbye<3

Location:Stallgatan,Nässjö,Sverige

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