Waiting for the time to fly by. Want to get away, not tonight, not later. I want to get going NOW !
Instead of leaving tomorrow, I’m leaving directly after work today :D
All the way down to my honey :D
Hehe… A nice weekend with her is all I need :D <3
Love you honey <3
After talking a short while on msn I decided to take some action against this mess in my apartment. I need to do that, just living here about a month more :D Then I live in Nässjö again :D And sharing an apartment with my best friend :D
IMout ;)
Haven’t been doing many other things than longing for Friday and my hun <3
Oh, and I’ve been at work :P
Well, now I’m bored so… I’ll be doing some wierd stuff on the computer (like installing Corel Painter so I can draw some shiet)…
Kisses to the dearest Twiggy out there <3 I love you so much <3
At the moment I’m sitting in my bed, wishing for my dear Twiggy to be here! It would’ve been awesome !
brokeNCYDE is coming from my speakers, as they’ve done a lot the last days :) And I can’t stop loving brokeNCYDE – Schitzophrenia. It’s their best song I’ve heard. And by some reason it always makes me feel energized and happy :O Hehe, but hey, I’m the wierdest dude out here :P
I’ve made an surgery on my mini phone (CECT KA08 is the real name, an iPhone clone) to adjust the screens alignment to she casing, and to make the ONLY button to be more responsive. And by some wierd reason, the surgery fixed the problem with the automatic screen lock :O Must have been caused by a piece of the casing that touched the screen or something. But now it is fully functional (even thou the phone sucks goats ass). Atleast I can have both my Halebop and my Comviq cards in it. And the Comviq number will be activated after midnight, and will only be given to some very special people! People I really like! So no bugging me about the number, no matter who you are !
Well, time for something to eat and to look at some more episodes of The X-Files Season 6 until my love tells me to call her again :D
Love you honey <3 I’m very happy to have you and I’m longing for Friday so fucking much! <3
So the friend I talked with on the phone a few days ago was the girl who has become mine <3 Twiggy <3
We’ve texted quite much, and everything feels better and better ! She’s got like everything. And she’s a person which shares my love for Stephen King :D
Twiggy, I really do like you more than you know, but you’ll soon be aware of it ;)
Yours Truly, Izaac “Izz0” Johansson!
so I’ve just made a call to the police…
A “freind” tried to stab me in the throat… Because I TALKED to his girlfriend, who LIED to me and said she was single…
Fuck you ppl…
Watch out for HW (psychopathic fucker) and his girlfriend AJ!!!!!!!!!!!
…has been quite nice actually. Talked to a sweet friend on the phone, just for a while thou.
And how “me” isn’t it to forget what I’ve done today…? Damn… Well, at least I know that I’ve been working the whole day xD
So I’ve just talked to my father… Screw him… He have had my old stationary computer for a while now, and I was told to get my money the following week… I didn’t… And Back then I was told I’d get them yesterday… Guess what? I didn’t !
Fuck him… I want my money and I need them now ! And that phone I got as a part of the payment, an mini iphone brick-clone, is sucks… Only thing it is good at is losing reception and its very nice speakerphone, else it’s just crap…
I know that I should just drop this, but for some reason I can’t… It doesn’t matter what I do, I still can’t get you, just you, out of my mind… I don’t know how it could be such a problem, hey, it was just a few kisses and that’s it… Gaah, I’m a fucked up dude…
At the moment it’s the third Stephen King movie I’m watching, and throughout all of them your name has been somewhere in my mind. Wondering if I should text you or not… But it feels like really bad idea… Well well… I’ll let you be, you and the boyfriend you never mentioned… Just remember that I’ll be here for you, as a friend, if you even wants that…
Anyone who agrees with me about people who don’t tell the truth about things, that they just suck…
What is so hard with telling anyone that you don’t care about them, that you don’t give a shit? If that’s how they feel, then it’s just reality… Let people know…
So, if you’re not honest with people about what you think about them, then fuck off !
a trembling i feel inside
what are there for you and i
sure hope something just for us
i could easily count the days
eventually weeks and months
just to become years
but still there is this trembling
what about an happy ending?
This day has been the worst… Sick, tired and tired of being sick and tired…
Was supposed to work 9am to 7pm, but hey, my energy was depleted even before I got out of bed… And I even slept well tonight…
Now I’m going to play something all by myself, as usual, and then watch the movie I “missed” by falling asleep. The Langoliers by Stephen King ! And maybe some other good film based on his novels/books.
Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye
So what xD I’m currently active on facebook, but probably just for a while… I’ll grow tired of that too :P
Sitting in my bed, felling bad… So, don’t count on me being active anywhere at the moment.
I’ve started a new programming project to kill some time…
Bad thing is that their API is only supporting like a third of the functions I want to implement… :(
So I have to wait for a while, or I can use the original site as the pure API, and just use the application as a front-end. Would be a very complex task though.
We’ll just have to wait and see how they develop their API…
I can’t stop wondering what you think about me…
I know that it’s wierd, but I like you a lot. Jupp…
As I wrote during the night, wierd things is going on in my brain…
Bluttablaah !
I need coffee and a cigarette now ! And someone wants to be social on either MSN or sms, aight?
I’m bored !
I think there is some wierd shit going on in my brain.
I guess I’m starting to become insane.
2 week’s without my medication.
And now I’m here again…
Turning to what I once was, which I really don’t like…
Aggressive, impatience, out of focus…
All these things I hate about myself.
The routines I need to follow has long been gone.
Morning, evening, night…
No difference anymore…
Wish I had the strength to start taking my medication again.
I know that they work and that I love the new me…
They say I need them, but I’m to weak… Mentally weak…
Can’t adopt to the routines again.
Well, some pure thoughts from me…
i won’t answer any questions about it, so don’t bother to ask…
Just had to get this little ling out of my system!
Yesterday (Saturday) night I was asked to join a little party with some friends, and well, I tagged along :) And I am glad I did, haven’t had that fun in a while. Played some poker and other card games :P
And today (Sunday) I’ve been in bed for almost al´l the day :O Headache and some wierd pain when breathing. But hopefully it’ll be gone soon.
Talked with Sabrina for about 3½-4 hours now while I played Need 4 Speed: Most Wanted (best NFS out there!). Funny :D Hehe :P Her “Jo” sounds so nice xD You should just hear it ;)
Well, tomorrow I have to work, 9 AM to 7 PM, and it sucks… And oh, I’m also going to fetch my “The Legends of Zelda: Collectors Edition” to my GameCube xD And how old isn’t these games, but how fantastic are they! They rule !
But now I have to sleep…
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
An still special kisses to a very special person. Miss you and I want you here, and you hopefully know that, and you should know who you are! <3
Well, at mums house, watching the dogs… But not only that, she stayed home too, she didn’t have the energy to go away… So I’m sitting here by my laptop, listening to “Smutstvätt” (A) And how much do I love “Vill du bli min tjej” ? Extremely much! It’s without doubt their best song together with “Från sperma till uttråkad” :)
Well, well, going to take some coffee and a cigarette, and then start playing “Super Probotector” (aka “Contra”) on my PSP :P
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
And again, especially to the person who I have in my mind (A) You should probably know who you are ! <3
Been fixing around in the apartment, cleaning up, moving things and other “good” stuff..
At the moment I’m to lazy to tell, but well, probably pictures will show up xD
Thinking of a special person (A) and I really hope that I’ll meet her soon :)
Gaah, I hate to be single, and I love it too… Wierd… But if things turn out as I want them to, I probably won’t be single for much longer :D We can just hope ;)
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
And especially a lot of kisses to this special girl I wished to be here with me right now ! <3
This is boring… I don’t have the energy to work, not today and not next week… But hey, I’ve got no choice…
And another thing is that I can’t get this person out of my mind… :O
Well well, a cup of coffee now…
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
So… I’m at work… Boring as “Tanten” hasn’t woken up yet…
But hey, that gives me some time to type some unnecessary shit here :P
This night I were watching two movies, one rather wierd called UNKNOWN and the great Resident Evil:Extinction :D
At the moment I’m mostly waiting for some people to answer to their text messages… Lame…
Well, I’m out now… Going to take a nice cup of coffee :D
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
Fuck this…
I can’t “decide”… I know that W loves me, and well, I haven’t really forgotten her, but there’s the fear that the same thing will happen again… And I’ve met A once, and well, I really enjoyed being with her, even thou it was just for a short while… And for some reason I can’t get her out of my mind… I think I’ve been thinking more about her than the movie I started to try to fall to sleep…
I really don’t know what to do right now… Well… Hopefully I’ll know in a week or two, or else I’ll get fucked up…
And if that weren’t enough, there’s this “unknown” person, which I kind of like…
Well, to hell with it for the moment… Work from 9 am to 7 pm “tomorrow”…
So, just got home from town :D
And how nice it was :D I met a very nice girl. And I’d like to spend more time with her, and probably I will this weekend :D
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
So, I'm at work... Quite smooth, but I'm very tired...
In a while we're going to town, and hopefully I'll meet a cute girl :)
Well, know of nothing to write about, so now I say bye 'till next time :D
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
I’ve really enjoyed this nights conversations. Talked a lot with a dear friend of mine that I’ve missed, that I really want to meet again :D Her name is Sabrina (some of you know who she is).
I’ve also talked to another girl, which I haven’t met, but hey, she’s one of the nicest girls I’ve talked to. She’s smart, beats me in Swedish, and she make’s me smile a lot. I know there is a lot of people at BDB that’s curious about her. Just telling you she’s called BordelineC. More I won’t say, as I feel that it would be a betrayal of her trust. And a little note, haven’t enjoyed WLM this much since I talked to two old friends (which I’ve lost all contact with *weep*) called Skurtisen and Pingu.
I also found a lot of pictures that I’ve been looking for, obviously in the wrong places, but now they’re found. Pictures of me from my most extreme-goth period. Here you’ll have one of the shots taken by my old classmate Eddie from MPA0609:
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
I’ve been bad at this xD
I think blogging isn't my thing. Boards is my thing…
During the last days I’ve been either at my apartment or at Wirrans mothers house… It’s been quite nice, but I’m still a bit unsecure. I really enjoy being with her, bet then the thoughts about how it ended up last time comes up in my mind… Sorry cutie, but I really can’t forget… Hopefully I do… Now you know why I don’t give a straight answer… :(
And tomorrow I’ll be working, which isn’t so appreciated, really don’t feel like it, but anyhow… I have to as Gitte has slipped and broken a few ribs :(
And now I’m back to watching Two and a half men on channel 6 :D
Best show ever !
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that i love you ! <3
So, we’ve celebrated my mother today :) Was fun to meet everyone at the same time :)
Cidde, Gitte, Ronnie, Bella, Tess, Jennifer (my sis) and her boyfriend Simon, which by the way is quite fun :P
Well, I’m recharging the camera batteries so I can upload the pictures to BDB. Just notice, you’ll have to have an account as I don’t want people to be able to anonymously visit and view my pictures. And if you don’t have one and you have my MSN or something, just ask me about the visitors password!
Hopefully you’ll be satisfied with my short and unnecessary posts, but I hope that I get a little response for posting so I feel more triggered to keep on posting, and maybe some more personal posts… You know, like confession-like posts :P
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
I just got two calls from my past shrink, and I asked her to check the AD/HD stuffs, and which place in line I had… And after like 20 minutes she called again with some good news :) If I’m ready to spend a few nights in Linköping (I think it was) then I could come and to the tests before summer probably. So now I just have to wait for a paper mail from them :D:D:D I really hope it’ll come soon :D
So, thats why I have a
Bad news… Avatar will be tomorrow as Sebba starts work early as hell ! :O So it’ll be tomorrow :)
And some good news :) Probably going to see Wirran again after I don’t know how long. But that won’t be until Wednesday. But hey, nice to know in advance, right? ;)
Well, just wanted to put up a short update as I’m quite out of things to write about…
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <3
At the moment I’m at mums house, spending her band weight :P
Should have met my shrink today, but got a call from them… She’s sick, and my other shrink has moved to BUP so there it all goes to hell :( She was the one who had all information about how it goes with the AD/HD check… And she was the one who gave me my pills… So don’t know how this will go… :( Really hate days like this, but this day will be better tonight. Me, Sebba and Sampe is going to see Avatar :P It seems like a hell of film!
And, for those ho doesn’t know, me and Jozzä switched phones, so I have a HTC Hermes (TyTN) and she has the HTC Trinity (P3600). The Hermes is smoother to type on as it has a slide-out keyboard. So now I’m typing quicker :D
Well, I’m out of here… Putting up a post later today or tomorrow…
Kisses to all those worth it, you know who you are and you know I love you ! <333
Hello everyone reading my unimportant posts.
We’re sitting in the living room, talking about unimportant stuffs, as always.
Just wishing I was home, and that I could meet some of the most important people, but I can’t… Really hate that…
Well, hopefully we’re going to eat soon as I want to get home now… But we’ll probably eat in like 2 hours and after that we’re going home :P
Well well, as I always end my posts…
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you <3
Hehe… We ate different kind of cheeses like half an hour ago. Just love it.
I’d rather eat cheese than candy :O
Just had to put that up here :P *Timekilling post*
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and you know I love you <333
Well, I’m back now, just ate some cake and spent some time watching “På Spåret”. One of the cities they had were Eksjö xD Nice Nice !
Well, I’m going to be online for a while, but just going to spend a part of that time here as I’m currently focused on getting Zombieland down !!!! Want to see it !!!!
Kisses to those worth it, you know who you are and that I love you ! <333
I’m bored… Wish I could have the laptop connected to both internet and power all the time… Sadly I can’t, so I’m quite bored…
Just ate, and how I ate… Ready to get everything up, I’m that full…
I’ve got 100SEK in Christmas gift from grandma. Hell yeah, I’m rich xD
Well, still bored, still tired, still full… Going to take a smoke and a cup of coffee and see if someone nice is on msn. Hopefully there is.
Kisses to everyone worth it, you know who you are and you know I love you <3
So, the past year is, well, past. Feel’s kind of nice to feel my 21st birthday coming closer ;) And the studies in Mullsjö after the summer. Just longing for that.
I’m right here, in a sofa, typing this xD Just because I’m kind of bored. And f*ck this internet connection, using my phone as my modem, my mobile broadband is yet to be paid. This means that I don’t have band weight for µTorrent so I can’t get the Zombieland torrent down :( Oh, check out the trailer at IMDb (here). It seems like a hell of a zombiemovie :D
well, going back to being social for a while, was told I could use my grandmothers connection later to get the last 56% down, shouldn’t take more than half an hour. So, count on me coming back here with yet some little characters ;)
Kisses to those few who are worth it! I love you ! <3
