Thoughts

This is scary. I'm not the guy that like cries or so, but thinking of how it would be if I lost Emelie somehow, that kills me. I can't imagine how I would spend my days and definitively how I would be able to sleep, since these 5 days she's been away have left me sleepless...

Now she lays here right beside me and I can relax, feels so good. If I hadn't had my weird ear and somehow regained energy I would've slept hours ago.
Time for a cigarette and something to drink, maybe a few TapTap's too (A)

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IzaacJ.co.cc

Okey, so a new site (link) is under development. Contents will be game guides, photos, programming stuff, webdesign stuff and much more. And everything is going to be free to use as long as you put me in the credits for whatever you're using it in/for. And that's quite fair don't you think?

The site is hosted at 0000free with the basic package. And it's quite good. The .co.cc domain is free so I really recommend it if you need a free domain and host. Only thing is that it can take up to 24 hours until all of it is active. But took less than 8 hours for mine :)

Links to the host and domain services are here:
0000Free: http://www.0000free.com/
.co.cc domain: http://www.co.cc/

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Weird...

This is really weird, and bad... Seems like my medication for my AD/HD is giving me a really high pulse... Had 80 bpm after a couple of hours sleep... So I'm waiting for my doctor to call me so we can decide what to do about it.

Today I got my sketch of my soon-to-be-done tattoo back. Got a friend that does it cheaper, and I've seen other tattoos he's done. He just have to get back from Gothenburg first :) Then it might be done :) AWESOME :D

Right now, me and my honeypie is watching Blade 2 :) 1080i of course (A) and on a 42" FullHD LCD TV, just as it's supposed to be :D

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Design thing :P

Sorry for the ugly yellow thing on top of the page, but it's a design WIP.

It's supposed to be replaced with an half transparent png that are supposed to stay on top of the window even if you scroll up/down. And over all the content.

So just be patient, as it will disappear as soon as possible :P

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Awesome!!!

I dont understand this. I cant come up with one really good reason to why I should deserve a girl like her. But obviously I do. And Im really happy about that :)

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Honey<3

I'm at Honeys house :) its awesome to have her back in sweden again <3 been missing her alot :o

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:)

Hand in Hand

As we sit in the snow white sand,
And the waves crash upon the shore,
I stare to the sky trying to understand,
Why the stars seem brighter then ever before.


Is it because the sky is so clear,
That the stars are shining bright?
Or could it be that love is near,
On this perfect summer night?


We laugh, we kiss, we talk,
Draw pictures in the sand.
Along the ocean we walk,
Just her and I, Hand in Hand.


Our night is almost finished,
As the moon is fading fast,
Another day will be diminished,
Put with the others in the past.


Everything seems to melt away,
Faster then the drop of a dime,
As night dissolves to day,
We lose more precious time.


Surely soon the sun will rise,
As this is Gods command,
I know she can see the twinkle in my eyes,
As we walk Hand in Hand.

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Hmmm...

Even though I've really enjoyed the last two days I feel a bit down.
I miss my honey, to much.
My friend never sleeps home anymore, always at his mum's house (I think) so I'm almost alone all the evenings :(
Damn... Really wished my honey could come home right now. Want her here with me. Beside me.

Well well... Yesterday me, Ewwe, Felix, Bergarn and Bexx went swimming. Quite fun :)
Today me, Ewwe, Bergarn, Linus, Jennifer (my sister), Anton and Berra went swimming in Grimstorp. Very funny :) And when I, Ewwe and Bergarn came back to Nässjö we had a little barbeque :) Nice Nice :)

And now I'm all alone at home, laying in my bed and I think I'll watch "Percy Jackson and the Olympians - The Lightning Thief" as I have nothing else to do. Hopefully I can sleep this night.

And tomorrow I and Ewwe, maybe Bergarn too, are going to Jönköping to meet Speedy and Berra :) Fun as it's a while since I met Speedy last time. Really miss that girl. She's a friend that I sadly don't talk much with or see much, but there'll be changes in that I hope :)

Well well... Good night everyone. Hugs and kisses to my dear Emelie Eng <3

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Sob sob sob...

I really want my dear to come home from Norway ! I miss her so god damn much it aches. I still haven't been able to sleep. Took a shower about an hour ago and after that, I ate what I was supposed to have eaten yesterday for dinner. Just ate breakfast yesterday. Not good, not good at all but I've lost most of my hunger and apetite during the last few weeks.

Well well, watching Resident Evil, the first one, at the moment. So bye bye to you all !

Love and kisses to my dear Emelie Eng <3
You surely are the girl for me as I've never felt this bad without someone <3

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This night...

...I've stayed up. Haven't been able to sleep for some weird reason :( Hopfully I'll be able to sleep soon but I doubt it. Well well, I miss my dear Emelie more than anything. I get a strange feeling when I'm alone in bed... And I don't like it either.

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Mobile bloging :p

My first mobile blogpost :p

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New design :)

So, now I'm quite satisfied with the new design :)
Just one big problem at the moment, and that is the ShareThis buttons :(
They don't want to show up. Maybe I'll get it working later today. Hope so.

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Design and other stuff

Sorry for the weird design at the moment, but I'm working on it :P Hopefully I'll end up quite good and satisfied. It should be finished during the coming week as my dear Emelie is going to Norway with her family >_<''

Well, for all of you that doesn't know, I've turned 21. Weird that the past 5 years has gone so fast and the amount of events that has ocurred.

First off, I fled from Eskilstuna to my father that lived about 300 kilometers away. And I stayed there for about 10 months. After that his wife threw me out for prioritizing school and not family. Got my own apartment, which I had for about a year, then I got my first own apartment, which I had for about 2 month before I got evicted from it. Reason: everyone in the building except the guy underneath were 70+, and they couldn't stand my different appearence. That led to a lot of false complains. But after that one, I stayed a while at a house that belonged to a friend of my father, and then I found a nice aparment which I recently left to live in Nässjö. And since I moved in to town I've reconnected with lot of my old friends, which I'm more than happy to have.

I've also met someone rare. Someone that one of my best friends introduced me for. Thanks to Ewwe I met Emelie, my girlfriend. And after these two months (tomorrow) I can't honestly say that I've been with someone I've enjoyed this much. She's giving me a lot of support when it comes to certain things that I wouldn't have managed myself.

So, a BIG thanks to Ewwe and Emelie ! Without you two somethings in my life would have been a bigger mess than they currently are.

Well, I have to finish this soon as my beloved is sitting in her bed behind me waiting for me so we can watch some movie(s) :P So bye bye :)

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