Today

At the moment I'm in the kitchen making me some sandwiches. Which btw just got finished in the microwave oven. So I'll eat now and continue to type this in a sec.

(eating sandwiches)

Done eating now... Laying in my bed with just one thing crossing my mind, the name of one specific person that I for some reason can't live without. She lightens my days and brings so much joy and happiness into my otherwise gray and dull life. In my eyes she's really a fallen angel, not just because I love her, because she's made me into a much greater and better person. I've gotten healthier, nicer and I put more guts into sorting my life out and the problems involved. I've even gotten more hygienic xD She's an angel, just accept it. And no matter what I'll love her until the day I stop breathing. There is something special about her that makes me feel that she's really the one for me. I can't explain it, but I can really feel it.
Well... Shouldn't type so much more, just a small poem or whatever you'd call it, and it's for my dear Emelie <3

I've never fallen this deep and hard,
Many times I've thought so,
But I realize those times has just been scratching the surface.
This pond, this lake, filled with chances,
Which there is only one I'd like to catch.
That chance is a girl, for which I've fallen this deep and hard.
I start to tremble by her beauty,
Those eyes in which I can see a future,
And in her, only her, I can see myself as a father,
The thing I've never thought I'd long for, but I now do.
And what is love if it isn't the possibility to see a bright and clear future with that person?
If that ain't love, then love ain't what I seek.

Regards: