Not good...

Now I've spent almost 2 hours out in the rain... Thinking. Trying not to worry... But how can I not worry. You're not feeling good, not at all, and you don't want to tell me. Of course I worry. I love you.
Don't know what I should do, but at least I want to do something. Something to make you feel better. Told you you should have stayed here and not to go home, because if you would have stayed I would've hold you tight the whole night, telling you how much I love you an how much I care.

I hope you really do know that it doesn't matter what it's about, you still can talk to me, I'll listen, I'll always do.

Emelie Eng, I love you so much there is no way for me to describe it to you. I really do. There are things with you that I value more than anything, things with us. There are thoughts you've given me, and I'm so glad that someone has been able to give me those thought as I've never been able to imagine me do anything of it. Never thought I would either. But I really want to do these things with you, you, you and only you!

Regards: