Whats up?

I think there is some wierd shit going on in my brain.
I guess I’m starting to become insane.
2 week’s without my medication.
And now I’m here again…

Turning to what I once was, which I really don’t like…
Aggressive, impatience, out of focus…
All these things I hate about myself.

The routines I need to follow has long been gone.
Morning, evening, night…
No difference anymore…
Wish I had the strength to start taking my medication again.
I know that they work and that I love the new me…
They say I need them, but I’m to weak… Mentally weak…
Can’t adopt to the routines again.

Well, some pure thoughts from me…
i won’t answer any questions about it, so don’t bother to ask…
Just had to get this little ling out of my system!

Regards: